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In which I talk about things that (usually) aren’t fictional. (Probably.)

June 2025 Update

It’s been a while since I’ve written about any of the projects I’m working on. Let’s fix that with a general mid-year projects progress update.

Porydex has been on a development hiatus since I finished the Advanced Search pages last year. I think that’s fine; nothing else on my Porydex To-Do List comes close to how important those pages were. In fact, I’m actively using them pretty often! Every time a new 7 Star Tera Raid drops in Scarlet/Violet, I use the Advanced Pokémon Search page to find anything that resists all (or at least most) of the raid Pokémon’s attacks.

When Legends Z-A comes out in October, I’ll of course drop everything else I’m doing and import all the new data into Porydex, as is tradition.

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Since February, I’ve been working on a game. A straight up passion project of absurd magnitude, the likes of which I’m realistically not going to come close to ever finishing (on my own, at least). Yet, I’m filled with joy every day that I make even an inch of progress on it.

It’s a TCG RPG.

A trading card game (like Pokémon, Yu-Gi-Oh!, Magic: the Gathering, etc.) used as the foundation for both the combat and the collectibles inside a traditional RPG video game. So I’m not just making one game; technically I’m making two: a fully original TCG, plus an RPG world to play it within.

Progress is stupid slow, because I’ve embraced this being an eternal side project and not something I’ll ever want to quit my day job for. (Side note: That’s some huge character growth from me! For years, I wanted “eventually” “be a writer”—which mostly entailed thinking I needed to somehow become a successful enough writer that I could write full time, and then berating myself for never writing enough. Because most of the time… I didn’t actually want to write.)

Anyway, progress is slow. But at the same time, I truly am working on this project most days, in some area. And thankfully for my ADHD-addled ass, there are SO MANY unrelated areas I could work on any time I get bored of the current focus:

  • Designing more cards for the TCG.
  • Adding features to my card design tracking application. (Making this early on was a big tangent, but very useful!)
  • Writing out more of the TCG Comprehensive Rules document. (I’ve also been reading the CR documents for MTG, Star Wars: Unlimited, and Disney Lorcana. It’s hilarious how similar they are in some places.)
  • Writing the code for the TCG game engine so far.
  • Worldbuilding and plot outlining for the RPG.
  • Writing the code for the RPG. (This is very different from writing the code for a TCG rules engine!)
  • Playing the Pokemon Trading Card Game for Game Boy, for research. (I had never played it before! And I’m glad I did; I learned a lot about what not to do.)

So that’s a lot of what I’ve been doing lately. It’s fun to be making something again—especially a game, since my end-of-generation Nintendo Switch gaming spree is also still going strong. Is it weird that I’ve gotten more playtime out of my Switch in the last year, the actual last year of the console’s natural lifespan, than any other? Maybe. But it also directly led to me jumping back on the game dev train, so who am I to judge?

Ufology is a total joke

When I was a kid, I was a big believer in UFOs and in aliens visiting Earth. I eagerly lapped it up any time the History Channel had a show about aliens, or really about anything vaguely supernatural/cryptozoological… which, even in the late 90s and early 2000s, was pretty embarrassingly often for a television channel that was literally named the History Channel.

Obligatory.
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Baby’s First Philosophical Exercise

“What if the colors you see are different from the colors I see?”

Yawn. Probably almost everybody has heard this worn-out question at least once before. Honestly, I wouldn’t be surprised if most people have even been the one asking the question at least once in their life. It is an interesting thought, after all, and it speaks to the inherent personal-ness of all human experience, or something.

And yet… Most people stop right there. At colors. Even though it’s probably the lowest-hanging fruit on the human qualia totem pole. So low that we’ve already answered the question! We already know for a fact that people don’t see colors the same way. That’s what color blindness is. Of which we also know there are several different kinds!

(Speaking for myself, one of my eyes sees reds slightly duller than the other eye can. So slight that I hardly ever notice it unless I’m specifically looking for it and the lighting and environment are right for me to notice. Maybe that eye has slightly fewer rods/cones for that range of wavelengths? But the point is, it’s possible for one person to see different colors with their own two eyes. So of course different people with different eyes and brains entirely could see even more differently.)

Too many people stop that line of thought at mere colors. What about the other senses? What about hearing? Maybe the sounds I perceive are different from the sounds you perceive. (What’s that? High frequency hearing loss with age is a thing? I guess this one’s also trivial.) Taste? Maybe the cilantro I perceive is different from the cilantro you perceive. (Hold on, I’m getting word from our producers that this was a very cherry-picked example.) Physical touch? (Breaking news: BDSM exists.)

Is that why people don’t ask these questions? Because the answer is always just a plain old “yes, our perceptions might be different”? Are all these examples so far enough to prove that our perceptions are always different? No. Not even close. It would just be bad science to assume the hypothesis is correct this early in the game.

We need to go deeper.

Could it be that the emotion I experience as “sadness” feels like the emotion you experience as “anger”?

If a doctor asks you to rate your pain on a scale from 1 to 10, over the course of a few visits, is it possible that your linear answers of 2-4-6 would correspond to my nonlinear answers of 3-6-5?

The psychic lever you pull to make your brain to send nerve signals down your arm to make your hand into a fist—is it possible that for me, that exact lever is for my leg nerves to twitch my pinky toe?

Eventually, the default question changes from “Is it possible for two people to perceive the same thing differently?” to “Is it possible for two people to perceive anything the same way?” And that question is infinitely harder to answer.

New Project Indulgence

I hinted in my last blog post that I have a new big creative project underway, and I’ve been going at it HARD almost every day for the last month and a half. I’m having a blast, and it’s exactly what I’ve been missing: going all-out on an absurdly ambitious and overly indulgent passion project that in all honesty might never see the light of day (judging by my track record, at least).

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January 2025 Update

Hey all, we’re back to general monthly updates instead of only caring about Porydex all the time. Well, for this one month, at least. Who knows what next month will bring?

Not much of note happened in porydex.com development world, other than finishing up the last major piece of the Advanced Pokémon Search page: searching by type resistances/immunities! And for games with Abilities, there’s an option to factor Abilities into the results. AKA, if you’re looking for all Pokémon that resist Ground-type attacks, and the “Include Abilities” option is selected, the results will include all Pokémon with Levitate.

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